But if I did I would’ve hoarded my money like I used to. Save all this ridiculous amount of spending money my parents give me when they shouldn’t because we don’t have this much money. We really don’t. But I just keep spending it anyways. On anything and everything.

Or I should’ve just gotten a job and saved the paycheck from that. Though god knows how that would’ve gone. I should’ve just sucked it up and acted the obedient little daughter ’til I graduated or made enough money to live on my own.

Along those lines, I find that friends are a luxury. If you want to keep friends, you have to generate feelings of comraderie which aren’t fostered by frequent crying jags, selfish hermitage, and lack of positivity. I’m definitely a fair weather friend since I mostly make friendship overtures when it’s fair weather in my life. It’s just that the fair weather never seems to stick around so I’m always going off into a corner to weather my own storms because otherwise I drag people into them.

This is definitely turning into a Slytherin post, and I’m definitely a Ravenclaw so enough of this nonsense and good night.